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crush

have you ever had a crush on someone who might not be yours? how does it feel? that's what i feel right now. i think i really like him, i've never felt like this before. i like everything about him, i like his smile, i like his hair, i like his cutie lips, he is unique, he seems smart, and the most important thing is he's wearing glasses😍 omg he's really my damn type! i love it when he calls me ''pesek'' 😭😂😂
when he looked at me i was helpless to look into his eyes again and one more thing he has the most sincere smile. i instanly smile when i see a text from him, i don't even care whats in it hehe its just amazing to know i crossed his mind for a second :)
but i doubt that he doesn't have the same feelings towards me :(
i really want to speak with him about what i feel but i don't have the courage to say that idk why i talk so much to everyone but when im with him i can't say anything about my feelings.

in another life i would be your girl "maybe" or not at all

I AM A COWARD


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