Gege's blog

we started messaging each other. he was nice🙂. (ok do not fall for him) we stayed up till 2 am :') he is the one i stayed up late for. he's the only person who can make me smile through a text, the only person who give me genuine butterflies. the only person i'd lose sleep for. we talked about our life,  and then he says "i like u" I FELL FOR HIM. i liked him too😙we flirted, we talked more. eventually i fell in love with him. but one day, he stopped calling :( yap he ignored my messages😭. i started panicking. what did i do? :(( i was crying all night in my room, remembering when he said he would never hurt me. it sucks... being hurt over a boy that wasn't even yours. it sucks... loving someone who doesn't love you.

have you ever had a crush on someone who might not be yours? how does it feel? that's what i feel right now. i think i really like him, i've never felt like this before. i like everything about him, i like his smile, i like his hair, i like his cutie lips, he is unique, he seems smart, and the most important thing is he's wearing glasses😍 omg he's really my damn type! i love it when he calls me ''pesek'' 😭😂😂 when he looked at me i was helpless to look into his eyes again and one more thing he has the most sincere smile. i instanly smile when i see a text from him, i don't even care whats in it hehe its just amazing to know i crossed his mind for a second :) but i doubt that he doesn't have the same feelings towards me :( i really want to speak with him about what i feel but i don't have the courage to say that idk why i talk so much to everyone but when im with him i can't say anything about my feelings. in another life i would b...